What can I say?
My eye bags are touching the floor.
Work has been ridiculously insane for me the past few weeks and of late, I have been nothing but exhausted and grumpy.
I told YB that perhaps I am as shitty as I feel, inefficient.
But when I think about it, only half of it is true. There are other factors affecting my work progress and I think I am not fully to be blamed.
I can't remember the last time I woke up at 3.40am and the first thing that pops into my head is work. Argh.
They say that one should prioritise the important stuff but it never goes that way all the time. In fact, there are so many other things that get in the way!
Every so often, I have had the urge to blow up and scream at the top of my lungs (in the office). I want to tell the bosses to get a grip on things that I am no superwoman with only one (small) brain and a pair of hands. There is just so much work I can attend to in a day!
I don't remember the last time I lost sleep on this but I do know that my health is at stake now. I'm at the office for 12 hours at a minimum. And with only 6-7 hours of sleep a day, hey, I'm heading for a burn out, man.
Hmmm. I need to tell my bosses that I need some help with my work as soon as possible and hopefully they can do something about it.
You can't tell me to stop running at night and after work because that's the only time I get to release the stress.
Anyway, work is making me more and more unhappy these days and goodness knows what I'm going to do about it.
Or what the bosses can do about it.
Hopefully they'll care enough to listen to me.